It is all a dance, an elaborate façade. We see other people, but I only want you, I have a feeling you want me too. Who has to say that we do not belong together, who has to say we will not end up together. We talk like there is no one else, the chance of being together very much there. The glow spreads across my body, until I remember you have her. My world comes crashing in when that reality sets in. Friends of four years and longing to be more, someday this dance will come to and end.
I try not to be so abnoxious to you, sorry for stepping on your toes. I saw what i wanted, saw it ever so clear. Not for once thinking, as i reached out for your hand. I confessed my heart, let you see me bare. Gave you the power, to do as you will. I knew it, the whole time, somewhere deep inside. Knew what was to happen, how you would react. So why then, did it hurt so much, when you turned your back? I asked you, and you said you would be there. The fool in me believed, the heart of me hoped. So why did it hurt so bad, to watch you leave? I knew it would not be. I know my own heart, the torrid emotion. I know not how you feel. Signs have s
Current Residence: A shoebox in my closet Favourite genre of music: Anything but Rap and the majority of Oldies Personal Quote: Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.
Favourite Visual Artist
Edmund Blair Leighton
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Trapt, Mad At Gravity, Papa Roach, Nickleback, Breaking Benjamin
Favourite Writers
Christopher Paolini, Garth Nix, Shakespear, Dave Berry, Johnathan Swift
Tools of the Trade
Photoshop, acrylic, pencil, cameras, ink, charcoal, and when I get lazy watercolor.
So.... yeah. Guess what.... Yeup. Thats right. Wait no, you guessed wrong. No new work to show. Nope. But hey, hopefully there will be some soon. I feel a painting mood coming on, old school with acrylics sans paint brushes, I want to get my hands dirty.
The real news is I have gone vegan. Not just vegan, but RAW VEGAN!
yup, see... I knew you wouldn't guess.
I may not cook my own food, but I can still make a steak that will melt in your mouth.
Think I'm going to make a raw curry tomorrow. mmmm curry is noms.
See this is why I should go to bed with the sun.
As the queen of procrastination I feel that this is an adequate use of my time seeing as I have 16 hours left to finish my term paper for Vertebrate Embryology. ABSOLUTELY LOVE that class. It rekindled my fire for biology and set me off in a new direction, which is awesome since I need to start applying to grad schools and it helps to have directions. Since this is my third all nighter this quarter its safe to say I have no real art to show for the last few months... but I do have sketches and photos taken for class that I am considering loading. I'm excited for this year to be over, and to see my man again soon. Hopefully next year school wi
So it has been a significant while since i have posted. I have been attending Central Washington University for the last two years. I currently am working in an organic research lab and just recently moved in to a new house with three amazing roommates. I have basically stopped all forms of art which is sad but i am building anti-cancer medications which takes a lot of my time and energy. This quarter is about to start and i am taking virology, microbiology and biochem. as well as doing my research. Recently been ill and had a surgery. but i miss everyone on here (if anyone is even reading this). I'm in such a great place in my life its got m